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heyhey guys! please repost and help me ask your friends as well. gonna be a great night with losta dancing and fantastic music!

while the star of hope she leaves him; 7:47 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

"live in reality"
after all these while,
i think i've finally sort out my thoughts
it is something i want to do for the rest of my life
but i can't depend on it for a living
it's time to get real and concentrate in class

while the star of hope she leaves him; 8:45 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

hey guys
it's just one of those rare days that i get to stay home again
no need to slot your guts for someone who pay you peanuts
no need to put on another face and go entertain people
and the best part about staying at home is that you get to save money
as if you can save money, your drawer is almost empty
and you are left with coins
but who cares, i'll still survive

yeah i love it when people cares about me
though getting rashes is no big deal right
mummy spent the entire monrning brewing herbs just for me
shaw spent a little time talking to me while getting ready for school
and jacqueline just came down to my level and passed me some dvds so i can spent my time wisely
and ronald who bothered to call me and asked me how i am and stuff
these little things that friends do make a difference in my life really

and now i got five dvds to watch
haha
she's the man
goal!
fearless
just married
black hawk down

thank you really
have fun in vs band concert!

while the star of hope she leaves him; 1:55 PM

perhaps that's why some of us are insomniacs
night is so precious that it would be pusillanimous to sleep all through it
a "bad night" is not always a bad thing

bloody hell, i can't sleep
tried to turn in at 3, after talking to julia and chermaine
yeah but after lying on the bed for half an hour, i still can't sleep
RAAHH!
was hungry again, so went to cook myself an early breakfast
bacons, eggs, and a glass of fresh milk
~~if only you could be right here with me, accompanying me this lonely night and breakfast with me~~
oh ya, and if you're wondering
i finally learn how to make use of html, with the help of julia
and you better remember 14th!

and since she is kind enough to help me to blog
so thank you really
and who says i don't treat you nicely?
and she was interrogating me throughout the conversation about this particular person
but go figure it yourself can, you're smart enough to know
and and i'm sorry to say that
no longer kc, scgs is the hottest school alive currently

yeah so i ate breakfast
went to the living room
switched on the tv, then i realised no cable, wth
okay, my mum lied, she said she will get back the cable once my bro's exams is done and everything.
where is it?
you lied mummy, i'm not going to trust you anymore
haha
i tried sewing for 5minutes,
but i don't know a single thing
so to hell with it,i'm right here blogging

yeah i so hate thrusdays
it's like something happened three weeks back
then two weeks back again
then last week
and it had to fall on today when it could have fall on any other day
officially this is my worst day so far this entire holidays

okay i want to share, so at least i won't feel miserable anymore
supposed to meet up with ron today, guitar, tanning and masala dosa!
yeah but ended up waking up at 1, could not even move my entire body at all
bcos of the damn don't know allergy or whatever rashes
yeah i cried, bcos no one cared abt me
no one was at home okay
didnt even have lunch and dinner okay the entire day
yeah msged my mother abt my problem, but she's busy and stuff
cried again, cos the feeling was terrible
went back to sleep and woke up at 6
still no one was back
and the one i needed the most today was out with boys, yeah but it's alright
then you, my saviour, came along and brought me go see a doctor
yeah i so want to mention this person,but doesn't want to receive a mention here
but THANKS ANYWAY REALLY
all the way to choachukang and then back home at 12

i'm feeling great now currently
thanks to the medicine and cream and the really painful injection
and and and
hopefully it will cure over the weekend
this problem has been resurfacing every few days
and the worst is that it is on and off
burn another deeper hole in my parents' pockets
three doctors in the space of a month!
and nsc's consultation are never cheap

and shucks, it is nearly six
my younger sis is up for training now
and my mum is gonna make breakfast
and soon she will learn about the mess i make in the kitchen
okay, i hear the footsteps of the newspaper man
good morning to you all and see you in a while

ps: you really know who you are. read the three pages msgs.i really meant what i said
and and and
im not a crybaby
im just a mummy's boy!

and can you believe it?
shaw shaw just woke up too
at least thr's someone who can keep me company now

while the star of hope she leaves him; 5:20 AM

HELLO WORLD

avoid the topic, but nothing changes, really.
I FIGURED. [!!!]
but what could we do when the king says no,
we bow down and say "yes thy king".

anyway, my bro,

things do come and go.

take it in your stride;

and take it really slow.

okay getting lame.

hahaha. yeah.

THE BLOG IS NOT DEAD

thanks to julia ng the great (:

oh that rhymes. hahah.

you owe me !

while the star of hope she leaves him; 1:28 AM

Monday, November 27, 2006

how i really wish those 38 pages of the conversation we had were all lies
how i really wish that i could believe in just what you have to say
but even if all these "misunderstandings" are cleared a few hours later from now
we both know that things cannot return back to normal anymore
bcos the pain had already been inflicted,
damage had already been done

but on a lighter note
it'll be a stroll to the bank tmr morning
maybe a nice little tan later on if the sun is good
then here comes the most challenging part of the day
____________________________________
and meeting mr Tay, my bike dealer and my wife at night

while the star of hope she leaves him; 12:16 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

five minutes was all it took to borrow a loan from my younger sis
6oo bucks
yeah and she said something that was really really touching
"just make sure you got it right this time"

while the star of hope she leaves him; 2:34 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

here's to cheer you up, brother (:

while the star of hope she leaves him; 7:36 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
knowing there's so much more to say
suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the way the world goes round

while the star of hope she leaves him; 9:55 PM

hey guys
tay is being emo these few days
so he's not blogging right at the moment
rang up and stuff, we agreed with fok to meet at my house
went to venezia at sixth avenue later on
he started to share his darkest side of his story
obviously he was not the usual self today
at one point, he almost wanted to cry
be strong, tay!
we including the soccer peeps will always there for you

While keeping his troubles secret, the next paragraph effectively explains his feelings and thoughts.

Life is a race against the shackles of time, with its convolutions leaving us perversely aghast. Baffled by the idiosyncrasies of life, here I (him)lay meandering in an endless maze. Days tick by relentlessly, as I (him) assiduously piece my life together once again. Amidst all the procrastination and contemplation, i'm (him) utterly disorientated at the concatenation of troubles that lay waiting to be solved. Putting on a facade is hard, and gone were the salad days where serendipity was the norm. Today is a day that lives in infamy, marking the disclosure of the fact that i'm going to be a new man; a better person. With great aplomb, I (him)will cerebrate at length before making any decisions in future.

*Written by Ron and Fok for Tay in his point of view.

while the star of hope she leaves him; 9:04 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

i may put on a brave front
but i may not be strong
just watching teamhoyt on youtube made me cried my heart out throughout
it pretty much sums up the feelings i had the past hour or so
i thought of many things
yeah it probably struck me back into reality
why am i so foolish as to give up
forget abt the previous entry
this is what i really want after so long

picture speaks a thousand words
it's times like this that you know you can't complain about your fuck life
here we are, blogging about parties and stuff
and there they are, where going through each day is a miracle
the world is fuck cruel and fuck unfair, isn't it
(i didn't put a question mark, cos we guys are in no fuck position to judge anyway)

while the star of hope she leaves him; 1:07 AM

maybe maybe
after all this while
i should just forget it all
study hard
find a stable job
raise a family
and lead a normal life

i just lost all the god-damn motivation mann

while the star of hope she leaves him; 12:48 AM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

to the young lady who was jealous about the previous post
nono, i'm not making you sound bad over here

no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that i could add up to
i never knew just what a smile was worth
your eyes say everything without a single word

sweet and simple, isn't it?

while the star of hope she leaves him; 2:02 AM

Monday, November 20, 2006

you texted, you were sound and safe
i never knew that nine days could be this long
to have you I'd live on just cookie crumbs

while the star of hope she leaves him; 2:45 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

hey guys
and yes shaw, i know i still owe you drinks
but where is my ten items? haha

yeah i just realised that i can't sms much anymore
bcos i have been exceeding for the past three months
and i have to fork out the remaining sum myself
but my mum can't complain right
like who's the one who msg me every weekday
"are you coming home for dinner?"
"dinner? if yes, how much?"
haha
yeah and serious, i will die if i have no incoming calls
my total bill for incoming bills adds up to 400plus

this week has been fun yet challenging
yeah and for the second month running,
i have to see the doctor again
and it's not because im sick or anything

i always seem at a lost for words when it comes to blogging
maybe i'm not so good at words and stuff
and people get misunderstood sometimes
yeah and i can't remember what i did for the past week or so
but i will try yeah

tuesday
went for work
yeah work is becoming more fun since i'm gettin to life over thr
slacking is fun too
my shift was with jocelyn
yeah went to look for another job after we closed shop
went subway
went macdonalds
went hagen daz
to no avail, couldn't find any
and she forced me to walk her home

wed
went punggol to see doctor
slack at geylang east library later with chester
rochor beancurd house at night!

thrusday
went for soccer training
yeah supposed to play pool with the guys
but then it was closed
went coro with fok and iype
while the rest went pizza hut

that day's work was the best so far
yeah was with jocelyn again
this guy with his friend then came along, renting skates
so jocelyn was like telling me
"hey, this guy is my type"
valerie and chantelle came along
yeah that guy was like skating arnd
so they asked me to snap them
and go tell that guy
"hey this is a picture of my friends, my friends' friend wants to get your number"

but in the end, we didn't do that
when that guy returned his skates and left
jocelyn started to panic cos he wanted his number
so i ran and got both their number
by the way, that guy's name is called wei qiang

went airport with chester and the rest at night
most of them left early
i was left alone at pacific coffee, reading a book at this comfortable couch
yeah teck called or i would be left bored
reached home at arnd 1

friday
damn jocelyn woke me up at 1.45pm
asking me go meet them at ecp with wei qiang
yeah i managed to shake her off after 15 minutes
spend most of the time ytd trying to use picasa
at least my photos are all organised now

call me backdated, i spent ytd watching talkingcock in parliament on youtube
fucklin hilarious
thr are ten parts in all
i can't upload videos in my blog
so here you go
top five of my favourites

hossan leong - came up with a song to summarize the history of singapore
interesting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuR0otYsDI0

mr brown and mr miyagi -obviously the crowd's favourite,last speaker of the day
but it's super lame lah
still harping on bak chor mee and mee siam mai hum
move on lah, mr brown
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_7McQFQHk8

alex Au - created the award-winning website yawning bread
came up with a different approach to give a speech
this old man is super talented
95% of his speech came from speeches of three prime ministers since 1997
it's funny if you know politics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiNXGAOMavU

Ruby pan - learn how to be a english native speaker haha
this is my favourite
and she's cute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCsZdbfBuSY

Imran Johri - his story titled
"the singaporeans malays in malaysia, what i learnt after 2563 packers of nasi lemak and 2366 cups of teh tarik"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_muRQEQA8GM

for more, go to talkingcock.com
Singapore's premier satirical humour website

hey baby, it'll be nine days till i see you
two more days yeah
have fun in malaysia

to a separate person
you know it's kind of sad that one night just change it all
i don't wish to say anymore
you won't read this anyway
but trying to pacify somebody is not my forte
and neither will i try doing it

while the star of hope she leaves him; 2:38 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

HEY BROTHERRRRR! :D
hahahah. you still owe me drinks ah!

while the star of hope she leaves him; 10:55 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TseXUoTXR8I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KmkpwvaTbhE
(sorry ah,so much time to load)

FUCK PLEASE
THR IS A BOXING MATCH
AND JASON TAN IS FIGHTING!!!!!!
FUCK SIA,NEVER TELL ME
NOW YOU MAKE ME WANT TO GO

SURGE!@ Ministry of Sound
21ST NOV, TUESDAY

WHAT THE HELL
FOR MORE INFORMATION
http://wewank.blogspot.com/

while the star of hope she leaves him; 1:21 AM

HEY BEST FRIEND!
HELLO IYPE
yeah i guess i nvr really appreciate you right
and yes you finally figured out that something's missing during trainingz
i know that and you know that
anyway thanks for all the calls everyday alright
sometimes i like you, sometimes i don't
haha
ownage you in pool tmr (:

while the star of hope she leaves him; 12:11 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

hi this is ron updating for zenghao

today is good neighbour day! holler out to ur neighbours and tell them how much u love them!!

hmmm so it's the hols now. hope everyone's enjoying theirs! tay and i(ron) wana go sentosa, malaysia, and zoo, so if ur interested in any of those pls tell us! holidays are sooooo fun, so we shouldnt waste any of it!

if u havnt heard yet, george bush is coming to singapore!

The US President will call on Singapore's Acting President JY Pillay, and also hold talks with Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong and meet other Cabinet Ministers.

President Bush will deliver a major speech in Singapore and it is expected to touch on US policy in Asia and the future plans the US has to battle the war on terror.

to find out more, pls visit ron's blog at http://ronnnnn.spaces.live.com

anyway TAY, you still remember these pictures?

it's pretty late now, almost haf past 12, and we both shouldnt be awake now to be honest. let's sleep early so we can both grow tall k

peace, ron

while the star of hope she leaves him; 12:19 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

OMG, I DONT KNOW WHY I PUT HIS PICTURE.
HES JUST DAMN HOTTT :D
MY MR DEAR HOTTIE.
okay, thats just super lame.
ohwells,
i'm not going back to prison today.
going back tomorrow instead. :/
its 1123 now.
youre coming back online in an hour's time.
man, youre seriously damn hardcore.
who in the world will run at this time?
i will never okay. (:
its so scary to run in the dark.
ohyeah,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.
YOU HAVE BEEN A FREAT FRIEND.
TRYING TO HELP ME AND ALL.
I HOPE I CAN GET OVER THIS ASAP.
PLEASE HELP ME.
or maybe i should just get you to stab me.
then where wont be anymore problems.
yeah, besti ?
seriously,
thanks again okay. you really did cheer me up,
with all the msges.
almost everyday. (:
i should have love you more than anyone else.
even after that time.
i'm drunk, forgive me if i said something wrong.
i stabbed you with some quiz thingy on my blog.
do it soon ! :D
<333

while the star of hope she leaves him; 11:19 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

thrusday

met chester on wed night
yeah ches's cousin gave us both lobang
helping out at singapore tourism board's staff day at tanjong beach
seventy bucks for ten hours
yeah it was fun
read on

came back from swimming and running
and met him at 12midnight at my place
haha, he was kind enough to wait lah, i wanted to watch the highlights
cycle around, ate at some nearby indian restaurant
wanted to go to the extreme end of east coast to see couples mating in their cars, but realised we're actually too old for it

came back at arnd 2
took my mat, pillows, blankets and sleeping bag down to the swimming pool
and my russian vodka and bourbon whiskey
haha

so we bought some cans of coke and orange juice
mixed coke with bourbon = bourbon coke
orange with vodka = vodka orange
yeah
we drank like 7 half-cups of bourbon coke and 3 half-cups of vodka orange each
and something else which i shall not mentioned here
didn't seen him for quite awhile, so we chatted abt some stuff

yeah chester was complaining of his head heavy and stuff
slept around 3plus and wake up at 4.45
we were supposed to reach harbour front by 6.45am
woke up and ches vomitted immediately

packed stuff, came back home, bathe and went over thr

haha thr were quite a number of helpers,
a majority of them were from acs barker lah, nine of them
the rest were indians and malays, couple of years above us
yeah and you know something funny
eight out of nine of them smoke okay, and jason being the only one (at the extreme right)

during the activity
timothy "hey zenghao, i need a SB"
me "huh, what's SB?"
timothy "smoke break"
me "haha"

hey jiarong, you know who jason is?
he's from waterpolo also
and both of us reckon that sean poh is a fuckhead

haha you see this indian woman
yeah i was supposed to chain her up using ten locks
so i decided to chain her head instead

what the fuck
it started raining at arnd 3plus, midway all the activites and games

this young little girl is amazing mann, i tell you
more hardworking than me
came with her parents to help out,
and she didn't get any pay
and she's from team singapore
ice-skating
that's why she looks damn familiar

me "hey girl, what's your name?"
*i forgot the name, haha
me "oh, you primary what ah?"
she "sec one"

near the end, supposed to clear the rojak record thing
ches and i decided we are big enough not to clear
went off to get free ice-cream

came back
a damn funny malay boy came along
malay "hey boy, ice-cream nice anot?"
me "not very nice lah"
malay "so do you want to come and help?"
*the rest of the people laugh
malay "joking only ah"

haha, that's why i prefer malay boys than chinese
haha

while waiting for ches's cousin to finish her briefing with the organisers
we decided to chat up this aunty selling ice-cream
then then then
after 30minutes or so
we struck a damn good deal okay with her

chester's cousin, her boyfriend and her boss

ohya, i didn't tell you this
ches's cousin is extremely good okay
as in, she kept asking ches if he's hungry and stuff
that's why we are able to slack okay

friday
yeah i've been a pig
slept until 2pm
met jinyi at her place arnd 5
she was having a sore throat and stuff
waited for her parents to come back
and then off to geylang to eat
in the end, we went to suntec instead
bcos she was feeling uncomfortable and stuff
like everywhere she goes, people were staring at her from all directions
fucklin sick, took a cab down to suntec
and ate at swensens instead
on our way back on the cab
this cabbie was being abit funny
kept talking to us and teaching her ways to lie to her parents
yeah came home arnd 11plus
and train

saturday

went out to have lunch with my family
came back
the rest went out

stay-home saturday today
yeah call me a loser or whatever
suit yourself
i love staying home, being alone at times
giving myself some space
doing things myself, my own way
have my own privacy, sorting out my own thoughts
my two sisters say i am autistic
i beg to differ

and besides, i want to be alone for now
literally going out everyday since the end of exams
and what with the training, working, outings,
my complexion is getting lousier

came back arnd 3pm
it was such a lovely day to stay home and relax
with the cool breeze and the slight drizzle coming into my room
a cup of hot coffee on my bedroom table
lay on my bed
pachelbel's classical piece of music smoothing my ears
stared at my cosy tangerine walls,
slowly i thought of you again,
flashbacks of sweet memories came into my mind
your hugs,
your smiles,
your smell,
your kisses
with that, i felt your presence right beside me
i was contented
i fell asleep, only to be awaken by my sisters' irritating voice hours later

um hey guys out thr
i may not be a sweet-talker at times
boys being boys don't exactly share their feelings right
but i just want to tell that you all are special in my life
really, all my closest friends
ronald
fok
teck
yihao
ches
jiarong
just to name a few

i don't know how the world did i get to know you all
i don't know how it happens
or where it gets its start
but all those happiness that it had brought me,
always gives me that special lift,
that is unexplainable
can you literally do nothing with the other person?
can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?
a memory lasts forever
never does it die
true friends stay together
and never say goodbye

and not forgetting you, qing
yeah you know something,
i think both of us really need each other in the long run
i'm not sure what i really meant,
perhaps it's just my intution?
yeah about your problem with stefan
i'm sorry i can't be thr for you right now
you must be feeling terrible,
but trust me, everything will be alright tmr morning?
don't view life in a hard way mann

while the star of hope she leaves him; 8:52 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

monday

yeah as i told you, the blogging bug is back!
so here i'm blogging

wanted to wake up at 6.45 and swim
and then to the library and borrow some recipe books
but my mum didn't wake me up
went swimming at 12 noon, just nice i wanted some tan
met loretta at skatesports after that to sign the form
so officially i'm a crew staff of skatesports!

yeah met jinyi after that cos she wanted to go to some singapore biennale thingy
oh it is the opposite way round, her mum wanted her to go
so yeah left at arnd 6, drove to tanglin camp, it was clsed
down to smu, and we didn't managed to find
a waste of time driving arnd, but still fun though

really, throughout the whole trip thr,
her mum kept teasing her alright
and thr was this bit i remembered
we were talking about paris hilton,
yeah she was saying about her being a porn star
(but obviously it is not lah, her ex-boyfriend sold her out alright when she was 18,19?, anyway the movie is dubbed "one night in paris" and msged me if you want it)
her mum started asking (ignorantly)
mum "what is porn star?, is it like jie jie like that, prom queen in vj?"
her "ya lah"
mum "these type of things so clever, ask you read history don't want"

her mum fetched me back home at 9
swam again
and ran with teckquan (oh sorry, he was on the line with me while running)

tuesday
training started at 10am today
and while the hunks went chasing girls at orchard,
i went to nsc to get my products
and then work from 4-9pm
and then reached home

anyway enjoy the pictures alright,
try to spot who they are if you can,
namely,
zhengwei
aran
bingxiang
kaiye
gino
iype (his hot butt!)
chengyao
minijian

while the star of hope she leaves him; 11:05 PM